I didn’t know what to call this.

Updated: Oct 16, 2019

I have spent so many hours on pinterest, scrolling pin after pin about that first blog post. What do you call it? What do you write about? Does anyone care? Will I have to give up too much of my privacy? Is my company/ budding brand really in need of a blog??? IDKKKKK YALL. i. wouldn’t. know. if. it. hit. me. in. face. right. now. The truth is, today I had a shitty day. I wasn’t very productive, I made up my mind, without even realizing I made up my mind, to do the bare minimum. Here’s all the things I have going on in my life that would absolutely benefit from just one hour of attention; the beautiful black boy I’m nannying, the skincare brand I’ve started, my wedding, the daycare I’ve started, practicing self-love, strengthening my language skill(s), or writing a curriculum. Soooooooooooooooo… yeah. After a sloooooowwwww morning, I went outside, being outside always gives me more clarity and focus. Outside I finally found my motivation and discipline. Checked on some ish briefly, and then came to grind out this post. And trust me this is grinding. Writing is fine, but sharing…oh! I am so reluctant to be open and vulnerable and now I’m diving head headlong into a personal blog? Laughing. Someone’s. Ass. Off. But here’s the thing that poked at my ass all day preventing me from being too comfy. I saw a clip of TD Jakes giving a sermon(don’t worry we ain’t going to church, just stay with me). In this clip TD Jakes is taking about overcoming personal adversity to continue growing. And in doing so he says, everything he has now came from a place of unknowing. That hit me, but I didn’t let it resonate with me. Or just didn’t pay enough attention. Sometimes I really don’t know if this shit will work, I have no idea if this is the right choice or just the right one for the moment? Maybe wait and see before choosing ‘cause there’s a better option down the road? Je ne sais pas. Mais, I will not grow, or learn if I stay where everything is known. So is Kaiso Goddess Skincare the type of brand that blogs? Maybe. Is this blog even about skincare?! #issablog #dassit

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